Moments

You are gone, left me behind.
I was crying, my heart was broken.
But I will always remember
your words, your face, the feeling
I was feeling close to you.

Looking at the skies,
I seem to see a million eyes.
Are you watching me?

Father, can you find me in the night?
The night ist so much darker,
The wind is so much colder.
Now that I’m alone.

Can you feel my pain or see my tears?
Please help me not be frightened.
Are you close to me?

I remember everything you taught me,
what you learned and your father before you.
The smell, the sounds will be written on my mind,
and in my heart as long as I live.

I’m afraid, but I’m not sure why, yet
I’m trembling.
I’m weak one moment, then the next I’m fine.
Are you my guardian angel?

Father how I love you, how I need you
how I miss you telling me “Peter, I love you”
I have to go my way, without you.
There will be moments, I feel you, I hear you, I see you.
This is one of those moments.
© Dreamy Girl '05